Closer to You

by Pudge

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released October 14, 2014

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Track Name: Turn and Walk Away
You think this will fix itself while I’m talking to myself. Can’t you see that this involves more than me? After all you’ve said to me, I dis serve your sympathy but you stay away pretending it’s okay. After all the conversations leading up to this today how could you turn and walk away? As you’re walking towards the door I wonder what you’re smiling for just stay away. Stay away. Must you always act this way without a single thing to say just stay away. Stay away. After all the conversations leading up to this today how could you turn and walk away? Why do you always break my heart? Why do you always break my heart? With you things always fall apart. Why do you always break my heart. Someday you’ll find yourself alone and crying, hypothesizing about what we went through because of you. Someday you’ll find yourself. Before you do this is what I’ll do. I will turn and walk away. I can’t seem to figure out. Why you need to pout when you don’t get your way of feel you had your say. When I say to you not now I’m hoping that you somehow will understand but I don’t think you can. After all the conversations leading up to this today how could you turn and walk away. Why do you always break my heart? Why do you always break my heart? With you things always fall apart. Why do you always break my heart. Why do you always break my heart? Why do you always break my heart?
Track Name: Clarkson
Lately I, I’ve been feeling like you’re all that I have. Lately I, I’ve been thinking about how I’m all right with that. Could there be another to break this spell I’m under now? Well I doubt that. We go good together like summer and nice whether gloves and baseball bats. Lately I, I’ve been feeling like you’re all that I have. Lately I, I’ve been thinking about how I’m alright with that. Even when we argue I think about how much I love you and I can’t stay mad. If that lasts forever and we’re still together how could this be bad? It can’t be bad. It can’t be bad. Lately I’ve been thinking about us and all the love that’s all around us and that can’t be bad.
Track Name: That's the Way it Is
Working all day on a Saturday
This days a bore
Next week will probably be much the same as the week before
All my friends are out tonight
Bust I just can't stay awake because
That's the way it is
That's the way it is

His wife left him last week for another man
She said she had enough
Spent all the money that they had
At the local pub
Tried to drink his pain away
But it didn't work because now
That's the way it is
That's the way it is

That's the way it is
That's the way it is

I walk a tight rope across the room
They sit and stare
You gotta scream and shout
Close your eyes
Let the pain out
Make them aware
They'll cut you down and belittle you
But don't dis pare
The morning has a funny way of clearing the air

I wish that I could visit with the friends I never see
I would tell them that I love them and think of them endlessly
But some of them, they wouldn't care
They'd say I'm from the past
The rest of us would catch up
Some friends aren't meant to last

That's the way it is
That's the way it is
Keep your head facing up
Make sure that you take part
It's never too late
Everyday is a fresh start

That's the way it is
That's the way it is
Put your hand on your chest
And feel for the heartbeat
This is the spot where your life and your heart meet
Yeah
Track Name: Please Don't Go
If you're going to go away you might not listen anyway
But, please don't go, I want you to stay
And here is something new
My life's a wreck and you're the glue
Loneliness is bad
I just want what we had
Stop messing around
I know you're onto me
I can't be found
Now lets talk honestly
When love is gone and you don't want me around

Before you walk out that door
Stop and think what's in store
Please don't go, I want you to stay
We were meant to stay together
Live our life in love forever
Loneliness is bad
I just want what we had

You want it all
you want it fast
You wanted first but you got last
You want it all
You want it fast
You wanted first but you got last

If you're going to go away
You might not listen anyway
Please don't go, I want you to stay
And here is something new
I was wrong I had no clue
Asking you to stay here another day
Track Name: (Not Going to Waste) Another Day
Do you think you're onto me?
With your insecurities
You say I'm wrong
I know I'm right
I think I'll just stay home tonight
I'm not going to waste another day

You really pulled one over me
With your fake sincerity
You only think about yourself
What you got and nothing else
I'm not going to waste another day

There you are you know you're so beautiful
As beautiful as can be
I think it's so criminal
So selfish and greedy
And if it's going to stay so pivotal
I'll be gone before you know
If you don't know which way to go

Same old think now everyday
Got to have it your own way
You think you have me but you don't
You think I'll come back but I won't
I'm not going to waste another day
Track Name: I Want Out
The world is turning grey and slips a little more every day. All I do is sit and wonder why people can give it up without a try. That’s why I want out. That’s why I want out. That’s why I want out. I live in a world filled with doubt and no one tries to figure any of it out. The walls are closing and the pressures way too tight. Why not give it up without a fight? That’s why I want out. That’s why I want out. That’ why I want out.
Track Name: Need a Lover
I saw you move out to the dance floor baby.
Your eyes are telling me that this just may be the beginning of a long-term love affair. I don’t need words to tell you exactly what I want to do (I need a lover, I need lover) but if you need to hear some, move closer and I’ll whisper to you. (I need a lover, I need a lover). The guy you’re with I think he has caught you looking at me. He knows that tonight you’re leaving with me. I don’t need words to tell you exactly what I want to do (I need a lover, I need lover) but if you need to hear some, move closer and I’ll whisper to you. (I need a lover, You need a lover like me). I can’t breathe and I can’t keep these feelings back much longer. I need you and it’s getting stronger every minute of every hour. Please move fast and don’t procrastinate any longer. I need you and can’t wait much longer every minute feels like hours. Let’s take this under covers, we may be perfect lovers. Let’s not let this night slip away. I don’t need words to tell you exactly what I want to do. (I need a lover, I need a lover) I have some words to tell you move closer and I’ll whisper to you. (You need a lover, you need a lover like me). I can’t breathe and I can’t keep these feelings back much longer. I need you and it’s getting stronger every minute of every hour. Please move fast and don’t procrastinate any longer. I need you and can’t wait much longer every minute feels like hours.
Track Name: It's You
There you are again. You look so sweet. Roses bow at your feet. Do you know what? I can't breathe. There you are again you look at me. Lost in eye diversity. And do you know what? I can't be. All that, that I may do, that's all I really want, it's you. There you are again, you look so good. I never really understood why you don't think you do. I've done all to prove to you. Whatever I may do that's all I really want, is you. Let's spend the night together
then we will not be alone. Baby, I can't even shake me from, shake me from this trance. Baby, I can't even say you wanna never lose this glance. Baby, when I see you I can't talk too much. I just don't make sense. There you are again, you look so sweet. Candy melts at your feet. Do you know what? I can't breathe. All I want is you next to me. Whatever I may do, that's all I really want, it's you. All that, that I may do, that's all I really want, it's you.
Track Name: Closer to You
Do you still think about me? After all these years and counting. I bet you think about me every day. Some thinks are best forgotten. But now, more than often I am thinking about you every day. You come to me like out of a movie, set right before me. How could this have happened to a person like me? When you’re dreaming do you see me lying next to you? Or do you see some others eyes staring back at you? I’m always thinking backwards then I get angry after. Wish I could live my life just for today. Ground is dropping from underneath. Must think fast I’m free falling. Sometimes I get so tense when I feel that I can’t give up on this. I can’t stop wanting to be closer to you. Sometimes I get so stressed with the feeling that nothing’s coming out of this mess. Still I pull closer what the hell am I supposed to do? Do you still think about me? After all these years and counting. I bet you think about me every day. I get so superstitious. All day long just thinking about us. Does a face up penny really matter anyway? Thoughts of you play out like a movie. Bright lights set right before me. I’ve seen enough reruns shown now for today. Grounds dropping from underneath must think fast I’m free falling. Sometimes I get so tense when I feel that I can’t give up on this. I can’t stop wanting to be closer to you. Sometimes I get so stressed with the feeling that nothing’s coming out of this mess. Still I pull closer what the hell am I supposed to do? Why can’t this dream be over? Horseshoes and four leaf clovers. Do you think I really like to be this open now anyway? Time’s moving at a rapid pace. We’re all rushing through this life-long race. If we could go back would you even take me back anyway?
Track Name: Red Light Crash
Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! I can not stop thinking about you and I don't know if I can live without you but the road we're traveling could start unraveling any day. Feels like I'm driving with my eyes closed and don't know where it is I'm going. The red lights flashing but I keep on passing them anyway. As long as I'm with you, the sunlight's shining in my eyes, blinds me while I'm trying to drive. How do you do it (sweet thing). As long as I'm with you. This is feeling like a red light crash. I can't stop and you're still coming at me, yeah. This is feeling like a red light crash. I'm not stopping, you're still coming at me. You control me. You control me. You control me with your body. You control me when you touch me. I'm driving with my eyes closed. Feels like I may lose control, it's too late. How do you do it (sweet thing).
Track Name: All Tied Up
I can’t keep calling this my home I never even want to be here. All the while I’m telling myself two more weeks and then I’ll load up the car, head north to be near you. Leave it behind while I clear out my mind. One thing always seems to be repeating, like the sound of my voice telling you there’s no choice I must leave. How can I stay here when you’re way over there? Counting off the days until I’m next to you. Everything is better when it’s you and I together so why leave? I keep on wasting my time. She’s always on my mind. Good love is so hard to find. Between now and later It seems I’m always waiting for someday. You want to distance yourself and do it yourself. You always feel that I am trying to change you. Even when I’m sorry you think it’s just something I’m saying. You say you’re coming up for air and I shouldn’t worry that he’s there. Every time I call, I’m suffocating. Try to get you on the phone I get the same old line, she’s not home. I keep on wasting my time. She’s always on my mind. Good love is so hard to find. Between now and later it seems I’m always waiting for someday. I think there’s something wrong with both of us.
Track Name: Story of My Life
I traveled far, I said hello, how do you do. You thought my mind was twisted, how you dissed it. Oh what can I do and so I, tried to talk my mind woke up with screams that came from you. You say it’s hard to know me. Hard to know me. Maybe all the things they said were true. My mind blows up, way up on top with things I do you say you, have to know me, must control me. Oh what can I do and so I. Think back, go back, track back to the words which came from you. You say it’s hard to know me, hard to know me. Maybe all the things they said were true. I hope that someday now you’ll see your life is hell because so hard to know me, hard to know me. Oh what can I do and so I. Drop your thoughts and kill your words in everything I do because you hardly know me. Hardly know me. Maybe that’s the story of my life.